LAZy~~

er..lazy to update my blog!!!!!!
hehe~~
somethings happy and also got somethings sad happen this few days~~~
happy is:: haha~~our problem already settle~~
but someone still not trust what i told..
haizz..
i really told the true..really..but trust me~~
i LOVE u!

sad.....
inside my mother's mind...
i m the one who is the most bad..most noise~~
that never mind..
but just now she told me:
你做人真的做得很假..
你做人可以谦虚一点吗？！

then i felt very curious...
what she mean??
i don't know..
i just ask what i had done?
i not understand..

then she said:
u had done what u knew wan..
自己反省!!

???don't know what she thinking..
i just said:
oo..ok..

then.......
i go cry myself...

i m thinking...
why....
i tot 'mother' will support her children..
'mother' will comfort her own children..
'mother' will conform her children..
when her children are sad..
she will become the 1st people that always beside them and help them...
but i don't know why..
my mother not same...

and i tot my mother will be proud of me..
she love me i know..
but she no said any conform word to me b4..
she only will scold me..
even though not my fault..

but is ok..
because she just gave born a baby..
but why??
why she said me 做人做到很假??

i really not understand...

but..my dear father God understand me..
only HIM will understand what i'm doing..
what i'm thinking..

i think this the BIG test that God had gave to me..
i trust that i can go through this test with God~~
AMEN!!

another test waiting me at in front..
so...i must Add Oil!!!!

cute brother..and my old hair..

haiyo..i wan back my hair a..
i regret to cut already la!!!
er....but never mind...
i think after 2months my hair will return already!!!
and u..i know this hair not nice...
and i really will wait after 2 months only chat with you!!!

Felt sorry~~

ThANks GOD for all~

Hehe~~feel happy recently~~

because our relationship will become better soon!!!

haha~~feel happy~

this few days Ps.Tony Kassas and his family came our church for help our church..

thanks GOD..

he got said that our church full of gossiping..

I wish all of us will wish to change after He had told us this..

He gave me the same prediction..

Thanks GOD for conform the prediction~

He said that I will dance and sing in front on the stage and praise the Load!

Thanks GOD..

And he also said that I will course two test from GOD …

After pass this two test my prophet bestow will be explore..

And he said I must guard my mouth,don’t said word that negative..

Because word is powerful..

Thanks GOD for giving me so many freedom..

The next day..(Saturday)Ps.Tony’s  co-worker pray for me..

1^st..she ask me like sport isn’t ..

Then I said yes and many sport I like…

Then she said HE want me to focus in 1 sport and enjoy the sport then I will become a leader  in this sport..

After that..she ask me very care about other’s opinion isn’t..

And I answer YES!!

I very care about this..

Then she said, GOD want me to enjoy in doing every things..

And no need care other’s opinion..

Just do things what I want to do..

Don’t give pressure on myself..

Don’t constrain myself..

Just ENJOY!!

And she said GOD give me a lot of freedom..

The freedom that HE had give me is our generation always wanted..

I really feel thankful to my dear FATHER GOD~

And she suddenly ask me a curious question..

She ask:did you know that you are very pretty?

When I heard this I just gave her the curious face..

And she said..YOU ARE VERY PRETTY!!!

You are..don’t think that you are not!! You are!!

And she repeat and repeat said that I am very pretty!!

Then I just smile at her and keep nodding..
when she saw I smiling..
she said: HE like my smile..smile more for wverone~

GOD conform and conform me~~thanks Lord..

She said give confident at myself..

Last…she…..hugs me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*When she told all this..actually my tear want to drop down from my eyes already..

But I don’t want cry in front of people~~

So.. I just bear the tear..

Haha~ isn’t Funny??*

Ha~sorry~~~~

not happy!!!

NOT HAPPY!!!!
not happy~~~~
really~~~~~
T.T...
i wan tel n scare somethings with u de..
but yesterday u tel me ur feel...
haizzz..
sorry lo..
i got many things wan to tel u....
i only wan to tel u..
because if i tel ANYONE..
they won't care or will reject..
i wait..

Sorry..不是故意的..

Don't know..

Why am I so childish?? Haha..don't know.. Why I stil can't grow up???!! Haha..don't know... When I can grow n good enough to become a leader?? Haaha..don't know.. Am I ready become a good leader??! I don't know... Am I ready wan to be?? Don't know..

Don't know what time now... Today only say happy chinese new year.. Dont know got ppl notice or not.. Stay in tis group let me not feel well. Stay in tis group let me feel give left up.. I love u all..really..I hope we can grow up together.. I wish tat u all also wil hope to become mature n hope to grow up...

I wan tell you..

I love you I miss you I like you~~~~~~~ I wish you can be my bestfriend.. I wish you can talk with me.... I wish you won't don't like me... I wish you don't always hurt me~~ If can..I wish you can be my only one husband..