LAZy~~

er..lazy to update my blog!!!!!!
hehe~~
somethings happy and also got somethings sad happen this few days~~~
happy is:: haha~~our problem already settle~~
but someone still not trust what i told..
haizz..
i really told the true..really..but trust me~~
i LOVE u!

sad.....
inside my mother's mind...
i m the one who is the most bad..most noise~~
that never mind..
but just now she told me:
你做人真的做得很假..
你做人可以谦虚一点吗？！

then i felt very curious...
what she mean??
i don't know..
i just ask what i had done?
i not understand..

then she said:
u had done what u knew wan..
自己反省!!

???don't know what she thinking..
i just said:
oo..ok..

then.......
i go cry myself...

i m thinking...
why....
i tot 'mother' will support her children..
'mother' will comfort her own children..
'mother' will conform her children..
when her children are sad..
she will become the 1st people that always beside them and help them...
but i don't know why..
my mother not same...

and i tot my mother will be proud of me..
she love me i know..
but she no said any conform word to me b4..
she only will scold me..
even though not my fault..

but is ok..
because she just gave born a baby..
but why??
why she said me 做人做到很假??

i really not understand...

but..my dear father God understand me..
only HIM will understand what i'm doing..
what i'm thinking..

i think this the BIG test that God had gave to me..
i trust that i can go through this test with God~~
AMEN!!

another test waiting me at in front..
so...i must Add Oil!!!!